lies


Sometimes people pretend you are a bad person so they don't feel guilty for how they treated you.


I found this on instagram and it resonated with me. I'm often accused of being a bad person with no explanation why. I'm often told that I lie and I cannot be trusted. I'm called a psychopath. This list could go on and on. 

as far as lies are concerned this accusation is ridiculous.

First of all I have nothing to lie about. I have no secrets and a fairly boring life. I go to work and sleep and eat. Not sure what I could lie about. I also do not care about other ppl opinions about me so I have no reason to make things up. This is not all however. I absolutely detest lying. This is one of my core values that is really deeply embedded into who I'm. I cannot lie even if I wanted to. A few lies I said when I was a kid still haunt me. I have no idea why my partner believes I lie and says that I cannot be trusted. I'm also on the spectrum and I often make a mistake of saying truth when I should have stayed silent or sad a while lie. And she knows that. I think she started to say this to hurt me in the past, as she knew this was a guaranteed way to upset me, and over the years just started to believe in what she was frequently repeating.

Other wild accusations of me being a pedofile and wanting to sleep with our daughter also perfectly fit this quote.


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