revenge...
Today's quote of the day is: "it is my revenge time for all the years of suffering" this is what was "broadcasted" to me from the kitchen today. Left me a bit speechless to be honest. The meaning is so deep and hurtful on so many levels that it leaves no room for reply or any action. It is both an accusation for ruined past and also a promise of a future that is not worth looking forward to. I was told many times that I ruined my partner life and took the best years from her. I do not know what I did. I thought we had a good life together. Sure last couple of years are were not great but decades before that were good. Now I'm learning that not only they weren't good but that I also make my partner suffer. Probing questions however, never revealed anything and I still have no idea where I went wrong in my life. What mistakes did I make? I must have made some mistakes. Everyone makes them. Never, however, I had any intentions to harm anyone or cause anyone...